lots of sweat!
This may be me now….
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Not sure what to say so I am going to ramble a bit. I need to write more, get back into the flow. I am tired of being a useless bump after work Got to get up and get moving, do something productive, need to get walking more, did a few minutes today and leg and back hurt so I stopped Have to do a little every day so I can be a little less tired.
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Sometimes, the way I feel is just not fair.
Inadequacy is the big one, and most often felt. Sux.
Lonely, even in a crowded room.
Hollow, no matter how much I eat.
When the bad feelings kick in, I self-sabotage. Eat more. You know, all those behaviors that are bad but you can’t stop yourself.
^all this has an effect on my writing. I write with pain, sorrow, anger, and helplessness. The difference between RL and fiction is that in a novel, I can make everything turn out the way it should, the good people survive and the bad people get what’s coming to them.
Too bad I can’t change life that way! I really need a magic wand!
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Saturday morning – Been a rough week
And here I am, up at 3:52 AM, not sleeping… UGH
This lack of sleep is tearing me down. My eyes are burning.
And my depression is at a 9 out of 10; Hopefully, doing the 5k walk for Breast Cancer tomorrow will make me feel better.
Time to rethink a few things….
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