It’s not one thing
It’s everything
That makes me…
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Sometimes
11 Tuesday Jun 2019
Category Archives: Mental Health
Ramblings
02 Sunday Jun 2019
Posted in #AmWriting, #IndieAuthor, Author, Books, Bullying, Choices, Decisions, Depression, Family, Friends, Health, Just for fun, Mental Health, Musings, Supportive, Writing
My life is a roller coaster, probably a lot like yours. Some days are up, others are down, and some are a little of both. Maybe the spinning of the Earth is at fault. They say the phases of the moon can affect a person’s mood. I’m sure of that. Or at least some outside force plays havoc with my emotions.
I hate that I can feel alone with people in the room. I despise loneliness. But I’d rather be alone than with a person who causes me pain. I’m easily influenced by another’s moods. Is that empathy or sympathy. I can never distinguish.
Living on a roller coaster is hard enough. But when the person you live with is also on a crazy ride, well that’s just disturbing. Especially when you’re empathetic. It’s like you have two sets of emotions that argue with each other. “I’m more depressed than you!” “I’m happy, why are you not?”
Well, enough ranting…
Wicked Games
02 Sunday Jun 2019
Posted in Body Image, Bullying, Choices, Daily Grind, Dating, Decisions, Depression, Mental Health, Music, Musings, Romantic Suspense, Silence
Tags
Chris Isaak, feelings, Games, love, Lyrics, music, relationships, sad, Thoughts, Wicked
I’ve never dreamed
that I’d meet somebody like you
And I’ve never dreamed
that I’d lose somebody like you
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
With you
What a wicked game you played
to make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
to let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
you never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
to make me dream of you
Chris Isaak
To you
31 Friday May 2019
Tags
angry, Creative writing, family, friends, fun, Happy, Health, journal, Life, quotes, relationships, sad, stories, Thoughts, Women, writing
Posted by merrywriter23 | Filed under #AmWriting, #IndieAuthor, Author, Body Image, Bullying, Choices, Daily Grind, Dating, Decisions, Depression, Family, Friends, Indie Author, Just for fun, Mental Health, Musings, Supportive, Teaching our children
Life Lesson
29 Wednesday May 2019
Posted by merrywriter23 | Filed under #AmWriting, #IndieAuthor, Author, Body Image, Choices, Dating, Decisions, Friends, Health, Mental Health, Musings, Silence, Supportive, Teaching our children, Writing
My mind
05 Sunday May 2019
Posted in #AmWriting, #IndieAuthor, Aging, Author, Choices, Decisions, Depression, Health, Indie Author, Jewel, Mental Health, Music, Musings, Silence, Supportive, Writing
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careful, Happy, Health, Jewel, Life, Lyrics, music, quotes, relationships, sad, Sensitive, Thoughts, writing
Where is my mind..?
Or rather, where am I in my mind
My mind is full of hallways and tunnels. Some are light, others dark. Some open, others blocked for my protection.
There’s an aching in my brain. Sometimes a door slams, a voice screams, a child giggles, a window breaks, a flower grows.
I can’t stop my mind from wandering up and down the shafts of memories. Good or bad. They come with me whether clear or fuzzy, black or white. And a memory isn’t always visual. they could be emotions or physical feelings. Like walking into a new place and the scent sparks a flame in my head.
“please be careful with me. i’m sensitive and i’d like to stay that way.” ~Jewel
